Though I am always looking for new topics on fandom to blog about, I did not expect to be writing this one. Mostly because no one could have predicted all the drama that went down this weekend. But that is all part of the fandom experience. More than anything else, being part of a fandom mean being party of a community--interacting with other fans--getting to know how they react while they get to know how you react.
This weekend was the New Jersey Supernatural Convention (NJ Con) and before the stars even arrived, the fandom had a total breakdown. As I witnessed this all happen live on Tumblr, it took a while to piece it all together. Here is how it finally broke down:
There were rumors going around on Saturday that Jensen Ackles requested that all questions be screened for shipping questions (i.e. questions about Destiel, character sexualities, etc.). According to a fan, who was supposedly told by a staff worker, the questions make him "uncomfortable." The rumor started after someone asked Misha Collins if his character Cas loved Dean. From what I understand of his answer, he played it off and essentially dodged the question. Fans appreciated Misha's effort but some were enraged by the rumors that Jensen was "banning" Destiel questions--interpreting his "uncomfort" as homophobia.
Fast forward to the Sunday panel. J2 begin their panel and the first question starts like this:
I’ve loved seeing Dean’s character become more comfortable with himself this season. As a bisexual, I’ve noticed some possible subtext... Immediately, the crowd began booing her question (you have to understand that though the fans may have been enraged at the "ban" they are equally sick of the shipping questions that just make the entire room roll their eyes). Before the fan could get any further in her question, J2's body guard approached her and prevented her from asking the rest of the question. While the fan was talking to the body guard, and as a response to both the question and to the crowd's reaction, Jensen looks around and says "Really, the
first question?" Followed by a "Don't ruin it for everyone, now." At that point, it became obvious that the question was not going to be asked. Jensen says "I still don't know what the question was...I'm going to
pretend like I don't know what the question was and move on." Next question was asked and the panel moved on. (You can see a
video here. And the account from the fan who asked the question on her
Tumblr here.)
Since none of my readers actually watch Supernatural, there are some things I need to explain: Most importantly, you should realize that the Supernatural fandom is heavily defined by their desire to ship characters and write fanfiction. More than any other fandom I've seen, this show's core fanbase runs on their ships and the show essentially would not survive without those fans (because of those fans, however, the show was renewed for a ninth season with no end in sight).
The strongest of these ships are between Dean Winchester and Castiel...= Destiel. To be completely honest, I had not realized quite how serious this ship was until this incident happened. I mean, I always thought that the bromance was a nice bond to the show. But for many fans, they interpret the relationship as much more than a bromance and they are severely looking for confirmation from the show (confirmation that they will, frankly, never get).
Because of this, however, the show's representatives must engage in a delicate balance--maintaining the show's reality but not alienating or upsetting the fans who have rewritten that reality for themselves. I know, this sounds harsh. But my main question when all this happened was simply "Why don't the actors just answer the question honestly?" I think the answer to that is because answering the question honestly would require the show to admit that there is no romance between the characters and they are afraid the fanbase won't stick around as a result. Personally, I think they are not giving the fans enough credit, but that isn't the point.
Now, I've seen fandoms have meltdowns before (remember the Clay Aiken/Kelly Rippa incident? Harry Styles/Taylor Swift? Joe Jonas/Taylor Swift? Ya, she comes up a lot.). But I've never seen it like this before. In just minutes, hundreds of posts flooded Tumblr with reactions ranging from
Twitter trend campaigns declaring their support for Jensen to a an
open letter from a "queer teenage girl" expressing the fear she feels because of "Mr. Ackles'"actions. Ya, that is for real.
I'm not really going to comment on the event itself, especially since you can probably glean my thoughts based on the tone of this post. But I'm more interested in the collective reaction of a fandom. How is it possible that one question could have sparked a meltdown of this magnitude? To be honest, I don't really know. My feeling is that there is a lot of conflating between the characters and the actors. Between the show and the fanfiction. And between what people are actually seeing/hearing/feeling and what they wish they were seeing/hearing/feeling.
Though I find Ms. "Queer Teenage Girl's" open letter impressively dramatic, she touches on the heart of the problem:
"You look through every movie list, every book review, you watch and you read and you try to find a character like you....And then, one day, you turn on the tv and you find a character like you. He’s twenty six years old, he’s a man, he’s a monster-hunter."
There is something the fans connect to. That is probably what makes a fandom function more than anything else--the attachment you feel to a show/celebrity/musician/etc. This is not just fascination or desire the way we look at Marylyn Monroe and we are mesmerized by fame. Any fan will tell you that they have no interest in the fame of this person. But this connection makes us want to know that person. Until we
do know that person, we fill in the rest with ideal and images of perfection. We impose on them a personality that we want them to have because it completes the connection we feel. Unfortunately, it's inevitable that the personality we impose is going to clash with reality. And once that happens, a fandom breaks.
And believe me, every fandom is guilty of this--though some more than others. As I have said in past posts, the complexities of a fandom fascinate me. Part of the reason I decided to write blog posts about fandoms was to 1) share what I've learned and 2) continue working through this human phenomenon. I apologize if this post was too insider for you. I tried to give you a summary and context, but I may have failed. If you have any thoughts (and especially if you are in the SPN fandom), I'd love to heard them. What was your reaction to the question? Why do you think the fandom was so susceptible to such outrage? Are fans asking too much of their show?